At last! Somebody finally noticed! Now I feel like the last twenty-something days have finally paid off! (Huge
smile) It was at the rig’s galley she paid the compliment
“Your neck looks long….OMG! it seems
like you have lost some weight!”
I did a cartwheel, then danced azonto (in my head of course)
“really?” I asked with the look of sincere astonishment.
“Yeah! You better take it easy. It seems you are losing too
much weight oh.” She replied.
I faced my tiny meal (Anorexia.com) and smiled to myself.
Yes! Somebody noticed!
I remember the first time I had to relocate to Port Harcourt
back then in October 2010. I did a medical examination and the report read something like this;
Name: bla bla bla,
Age: bla bla bla,
Sex: Female,
Height: 184m (I still doubt this…),
Weight: 67kg.
For almost two years now, I have watched my weight sky
rocket! Every time I go or leave the rig, I have to step on a scale and Lawd! The
things I see! It just keeps increasing! 2kg at a time or 3kg sometimes! (FYI; I
step on the scale frequently >_<) Anyways I had to step on the scale once
again, twenty something days ago (on my way to the rig).
It hit me. It's 15kg extra!
I was filled with all sorts of feelings and they were not
good! I was so depressed I kind of stopped eating. I just stopped. Food no
longer seemed interesting. I wasn’t hungry anymore. It caused me to think about
my lifestyle, what was I doing wrong or differently? I have never gained this
much in my entire life and within such a short period!
Well, I would be lying to myself if I say I was careful.
Nah. I wasn’t. I was eating like a … (…and I thought I was living my life. Smh)
I was eating and drinking every junk the modern world had to offer, it’s no surprise my waist kept getting fatter. I kept telling myself lies
like ‘I’ll lost it when I wanna’ #mumugist! I even started rigorous working out
but my horrid eating habits stayed.
On to the present, I have stopped living to eat and started
eating to live(Namaste). I eat once a day now and drink tea for the rest of the day.
Once in awhile I indulge in dessert (I really mean once in a while) but in all,
it has taken a lot of discipline and mental strength. I checked my weight three
days ago and I have …wait for it...lost…wait for it...7KG!!!!!!!
Wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle yeah!!!!!!
These days I feel lighter and better knowing I have control
over my weight. The only problem was that it seemed no one here noticed my
weight loss….till today!
So cheers to me! The girl on a ‘look-like-a-beyonce/model-hybrid’
mission. So help me God.
Remember. I do this for fun.
xoxo
HappyChiq
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